never enough

I feel so inadequate, most of the time.
I don't feel smart enough.
Pretty enough.
Controlled enough.
Skinny enough.
Tall enough.
Short enough.
Blonde enough.
Brunette enough.
Strong enough.
Feminine enough.
Happy enough.
Clever enough.
Courageous enough
Attractive enough.
Brave enough,
I fell like nothing I do is good enough to find someone who will love me forever.
I'm in a really weird place right now.
Not good weird, bad weird.
I feel so stuck in my life with no for-see-able way out.
It makes me want to cry.

Ug stupid, girly, crappy, human emotions.