I hate being alone.
Most of my life I have spent by myself.
Being by your self kinda goes along with being an only child.
When I was little, it wasn't too bad, I didn't have a problem playing by myself. I would have amazing adventures in my mind and with my Barbie's or Baby dolls. I didn't know I was alone then. Like most children I was oblivious and I saw little difference between playing with others or playing by myself. In fact when I was by myself I could do what I wanted so I really didn't care.
Now that I'm older I crave companionship. I crave significant friendships and even sometimes a significant other.
Although I want these things and sometimes I feel lost without them I still discover in quiet moments, That i am okay with me. I can be alone and not be lonely. Its hard but it happens.
